8:44 p.m. - 2002-03-05
A day way from the house.... Ah that is nice!!!!
Wahoo!!! A day out of the house. It was nice change of pace. The kids and I loaded up in the van and met our friends at the mall. I kept Andrew in the stroller the WHOLE time. When he and Katelyn get together they are nothing but NAUGHTY. (we learned from our first mall experience together- Don't let them walk around the mall together!!!) We ended up getting lunch for the kids and all then stopped into Victoria Secret. I haven't bought anything from there since before I was pregnant with Andrew. It has been a LONG while that is for sure.
Sara was getting something and I got too looking around. They have the new body bras, I figured I would try one on to see if it would be possible to use it when nursing. IT WORKED GREAT!!!! And it feels so nice. Like you aren't wearing anything at all!!! I wasn't gonna get it, but I signed up for a card there and so I put it on there along with 3 pretty pairs of panties! It is amazing out something as silly as underwear that looks pretty can make you feel so much better about yourself. :oP Am all about the comfort. He he he.
I came home and like a good wife I made dinner. Scott got home and was so tired so he ended up falling asleep and woke up a little bit before dinner was ready. I know I shouldn't have been mad. The guy was TIRED. But I just am so wanting a little bit of time to myself. I had wanted to go to Fashion Bug to look for something for myself for Easter. But that didn't happen.
He can't understand WHY I want a few moments of time to myself. :o( I really do love family time. We don't have it often, but when he is off and is home I wanna go by myself. Yet after being with the kids all day and everything I am just tired and all. Someday!!!
Right now I am sitting here thinking of sending dh out to get sundaes from Friendlys I know, BAD BAD BAD girl. I have saying I will get serious and start my diet tomorrow, but it has yet to happen. I REALLY REALLY do need to lose weight though. I hope that when I get pregnant this time to be UNDER 200lbs when I get pregnant. I am going to have to buy all new maternity clothes since I was stupid and made a rush decission and sold ALL my maternity clothes on ebay. I was so sure and so serious that we were done. But oh well. But if I can lose weight and be in a size large or Xlarge it is easier to find clothes. I just need to get my rear in gear and get serious I guess. I get board and I eat. I sit at the computer when I am board and I COULD be on the treadmill or doing taebo or something.
I really want to get healthy and be the mom my kids deserve. I want to be able to buy clothes in a REGULAR store and not have to stretch things for ever before getting them on.
Anyways. i wasn't planning on going there tonight. I guess I just get busy typing away and things flow. LOL
Well I am tired so I am gonna try to get to bed early!!!!
Oh, Andrew is LOVING his new bed!! He wants to sleep on the top bunk, but I told him he can't. He fell off the ladder today so Scott really needs to take it off.
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