12:10 p.m. - Wednesday, Mar. 02, 2005
WHEW!!!!!!
I feel SOOOOOOOO much better.
I met with the other doctor today. She is okay, not overly nice, but she did address my concerns and all. I told her about the bleeding and all. She did an exam and said that all looked fine, she didn't see a sign any blood so its okay.
She said that the cramping or whatever I have been having is the uterus is tilted and deep in my pelvis still. She said shey may not beable to hear the heartbeat. I was laying there next to tears she tried for a long time. She then said she was sending me over for an u/s right away. I was near tears when I left.
I went to the hospital and waited for an hour and a half near tears the whole time. Finally I got called back, she starts doing the u/s and I am seeing no baby, nothing. Laying there choking back tears. Finally I see what looks like it could be a baby. I am looking for movement, but thinking I don't see any. Then she does the thing where they measure the heart rate. I asked what that was, she said, the heart rate measuring thingy, I can't remember the term she used. I thought I thought nothing was there, but she says, its good, its 156. I started crying. I have been crying on and off since.
I am so happy to know that there is a heartbeat. I still worry about everything else as well, but now I know that the baby is in there for sure. And its just one!!! :o)
I got a picture, I will have to take a picture of it later, its hard to tell much on it, but its my little Peanut.
I got another RX for my Zofran too, so I am good.
I feel like a ton of bricks have been taken off my shoulders and now I can enjoy being pg more and not be worries so much.
I go back March 31s. :o)
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